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Post by Matthew Graham on Dec 25, 2007 14:03:48 GMT -5
Matthew walked into Charmed restaurant for he got a message from his mother on his cell that she wanted to talk to him. He didnt doubt he was getting in trouble again. Especially for today he got into another fight. He messed the kid up pretty bad not to mention his lip was busted and had a black eye. He knew his mother didnt approve but he wasnt one who could help himself. He set his bookbag in the back and went to talk to his mother. Nothing new happened though. For he did get in trouble.
But what did she know... She doesnt understand anything. His thoughts told himself as he just listened toher drone on. Once he was allowed to leave the lecture he just walked outside and sat down on a bench thinking to himself. I cant help it. She acts like I mean to do this stuff. He thought to himself. "This really frickin sucks." He spoke angrily as he threw a nearby rock at the wall. He rested his elbows on his knees and rubbed his face some sighing.
Things were falling apart worse then usual for him and he realized this. But what could he do? Hes trying his hardest to find the thing that did this to him. He went to grab his bookbag when he realized he left it inside. He cursed under his breath and walked back inside staring at his feet as he pushed through people to get to where his bookbag was. He thought about what his mother said almost as if it was a broken record playing in his head. "You worry me Matthew. Something is going up with you and you wont even talk to me about it. Is it something I did? Your always so angry I dont know what todo anymore."
Matthew grumbled under his breath and grabbed his bookbag violently and walked outside. Get her out of the way. You dont need her. Shes just holding you back. He shook his head to chase the thoughts away as he sat back down on the bench rubbing his face to remain calm. [/blockquote]
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Post by Prudence Halliwell on Dec 25, 2007 14:51:14 GMT -5
Prudence had ordered some food to go from her aunts restaurant. She loved the food here it was amazing. Her favorite place in all of town to eat. When she was in the mood for it of course. Sometimes she was just not in the mood for home cooking type meals. She grabbed her to go bag and headed out the door. Once outside she noticed a familiar face, one she knew oh to well. It was Matthew. He was sitting on a bench, looking like he was having a horrible day yet again and she could relate. She had not really been in a good mood lately either, but people expected it from her. Worse part of all was her father.
Her father was just a mess. It was like she did not have the time to do anything at all. He was always crying or locking himself in a room or drinking yet again. He really let her mothers death destroy him. She was at home all the time now, taking care of him, cleaning up after him. Making sure that she was not going to lose another parent, though it was starting to feel that both of them had died at the same time. Her father was there but it was no longer her father, not the man he had been all those years. Now he was just a shell with nothing on the inside besides cheap booze.
Prudence walked over to the bench and took a seat next to Matthew. She reached into her bag and pulled out one of the rolls. She broke it in half and offered one half of it to Matthew as she set the bag down by her feet and proceeded to eat the other half. She was a bread-a-holic. Which is what her mother used to call her. She loved bread. Everything about it. If there was bread with a meal it was the first thing she ate. If it was all she could eat that would be fine with her.
So did you know that there are like fifty million different kind of alcohol in the world and they are all in my dads stomach?
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Post by maven on Dec 25, 2007 18:22:03 GMT -5
Phoenix was walking with the book bag and reading a book when she saw both cousins ahead. She hadn't seen any of them in days and was quiet watching them observing like she did. The two things known about her was the sense of humor and observing them. Halliwell clan had it's problems and she didn't know if they were ready for demon fighting. Demons it was hard to believe she had yet to vanquish any yet and it was doubtful it was going to happen anytime soon.
The restaurant was ran by a family and kept her eyes ahead to see what her cousins were going to do. She was curious to see what powers they had gotten however nobody seemed to be discussing this. Phoenix was behind a tree and wondered if it was okay to go up to talk to them. It was well known Matt was troubled and she kept eyes ahead.
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Post by Matthew Graham on Dec 25, 2007 22:06:08 GMT -5
Matthew took a deep breath in and out as he tried to think specifically on certain things so that he would stop hearing the voice. It was maddening being like this every five minutes but somehow he has managed so far. And he wasnt sure how much more of it he could take. Its like he couldnt think for himself anymore without it being intruded. He rolled his neck cracking it keeping his eyes closed as he started to focus on music. He had his iPod in his bookbag but he was trying not to think remember.
Matthew started to mutter along with the song going in his mind quietly under his breath as he took deep breaths. Today wasnt his day. The guy was stupid enough to piss him off. All Matt was doing was talking to one of his friends when this guy walked by and shoved him into the locker hurting his side. And he just lost it from there the rest is history. Ah dont start losing focus now Matthew. Your at your mothers restaurant for gods sake.
Matthew didnt notice anybody watching him until he felt someone sit next to him. His eyes flickered open and he glared darkly at the person until he realized who it was. Matthew shook his head and softened his features some as he forced a smile. Seemed about the best he could do these days. He hated being so depressing though. "Oh its just you... You.. surprised me." He spoke and rubbed his head a little bit for he felt the headache surging on.
Matthew sighed and looked at her. "Sorry dont know whats gotten into me. Hormones right?" He spoke smiling slightly again. He turned his head and looked at her when she talked about their uncle. "Im sorry Prue... I know ive said forever to just give him time and stuff. For I would probably do worse in his shoes. But hey im sure he enjoys you being around." He spoke nodding and he took the bread offered. He took a bite out of the corner of his mouth trying not to touch the battered bottom lip. "What have you been up to?" He asked as he chewed on the bread. He looked over and noticed one of his other cousins staring at them. "Hey Phoenix! Get yobutt over here! Dont be such a stranger sheesh." He spoke smiling slightly more. [/blockquote]
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Post by Prudence Halliwell on Dec 25, 2007 22:56:37 GMT -5
Prudence could tell that Matthew was deep in thought. She had been that way a lot lately. Matthew and her were kind of on the same playing field with this magic thing. None of it seemed to be making a whole lot of sense. Prudence was grateful that she had him. Had it not been for him she would not have had anyone to talk to. Though mainly all she had been talking about is her alcoholic father who was wasting away. She wanted to just scream at him. Snap him back into reality, but she was starting to fear that there was nothing left in him to bring back to life. Which was sad because it meant that Prudence herself was not enough to live for. Her mother was the most important person in her fathers life and she was slowly realizing that she did not even rank close to that status.
"Oh its just you... You.. surprised me."
Yep, just dreadful me.
She said that a lot when they were around each other. Just an on going joke that they had going on. Everything was so god awful dreadful. She smiled slightly, which hurt. It was funny for someone who used to smile so much to almost reach that of tears when she even got close to doing it these days. Mainly because she felt like she should be crying not smiling, she hadn't cried either though. Maybe that is what she needs to do. Just cry, let it all out. However she could not bring herself to do that either.
"Im sorry Prue... I know ive said forever to just give him time and stuff. For I would probably do worse in his shoes. But hey im sure he enjoys you being around."
Maybe, if he does he sure does not show it.
"Hey Phoenix! Get yobutt over here! Dont be such a stranger sheesh.
Prudence looked over to see Phoenix behind a tree. She always was more of a watcher then a joiner. Unlike Prudence who would just join in no matter what. Even if it was clear that she was truly not wanted there. Mainly because she enjoyed the look people got when they wanted to tell her to go away but were to nice to do so. It was always amusing. So amusing she made sure to stick around extra long for those who tried to even hint they did not want her there.
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Post by Matthew Graham on Dec 25, 2007 23:39:35 GMT -5
Matthew listened to her say that it was just dreadful her and he smiled slightly. "Not what I meant but whatever floats your boat Prue." He spoke and finished his bread. He noticed her smile and he gave a little more umph in his smile. For it was nice to see her smile every once in a while. He hated that he was too busy with himself to help her. He obviously knew that they had problems at his uncles house. But there wasnt much he could do before getting himself under control.
"Somethings wrong with me Prue..." He said in an almost whisperlike state as he was zoned out on a tree in the distance. It was more of his thoughts escaping him. "Its getting worse... Really worse.." He spoke knowing that she would know that It meaning the voice. "Its driving me insane and it wont go away... Theres a spell to send it away but I need to keep it to make sure I find the person doing this and make him pay for the pain hes made me suffer..." He spoke saying the last part coldly as he balled his fists up. "Look at me im a mess... Im already getting mad cause hes pissing me off..." He spoke and blinked letting his fists relax back onto his knees.
Matthew listened to what she said about her father and he sighed somewhat making a '=/' face. "He has to come around eventually Prue. I just hope he realizes that hes losing more than he is supposed to before its too late and something happens." He spoke biting his lip ring some as he looked at Phoenix from a distance waiting for her to come over. He didnt bite.... er well he tried not to o___o [/blockquote]
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Post by Prudence Halliwell on Dec 26, 2007 1:18:02 GMT -5
"Not what I meant but whatever floats your boat Prue."
She smiled at him. She knew what he meant she was just playing around with him but she was sure that he knew that as well. He tended to joke with him a lot. Maybe because it was always so serious with them so she liked to throw things in to lighten the situation up the best that she could. She was not always the best at it. Though she never failed at getting a smile out of him, just like he never failed at getting a smile out of her. He was just about the only person who could make her smile even when everything was smashed against rock bottom after hitting it so hard. That is why she trusted him more then anyone else in this world.
"Somethings wrong with me Prue..."
Prudence felt the seriousness of his words settle over her. Her smile faded away for it no longer felt appropriate. She looked him in the eyes and let him know that he had her full attention. She was there for him when he needed to talk. She was not there to judge, just to listen, and should he ask for her advise she would gladly give it to him.
"Its getting worse... Really worse.."
Prudence knew in this instance that he was talking about this voice that has been torchering him. She was beginning to get worried about him. She wished there was more that she could do but she knew there was not. She could not stop the voice, for she did not know anything about it. The only person who knew anything about it was Matthew, he was the only one with a connection to it. Maybe there was a spell they could use to track the demon down.
"Its driving me insane and it wont go away... Theres a spell to send it away but I need to keep it to make sure I find the person doing this and make him pay for the pain hes made me suffer..."
Well that answered her question about a spell. Though maybe there was a spell that could help him locate the person. They had to be connected in order for the voice to be there in the first place.
"He has to come around eventually Prue. I just hope he realizes that hes losing more than he is supposed to before its too late and something happens."
Maybe there is a spell in the book. One that can help us locate him. Being as you are connect and all.
She said this in a slight whisper being as Phoenix was still close by and she was not sure if he wanted Phoenix to know what was going on. She sure wouldn't. But then again she was not close to most of her family, so she didn't care when most of them were around. She actually wished they would all just keep their distance right about now.
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Post by maven on Dec 26, 2007 9:44:39 GMT -5
Phoenix got the hint from the way her cousins were acting not to stay. "That's okay I think I will just go into the restaurant and leave you too alone," said Phoenix quickly going up the stairs. She went inside to leave the two alone realizing that she had intruded on a private moment. Charmed was a great little restaurant and took a seat to the back and did not intend to go where not wanted. The blue jean skirt and white sweater was perfect for the restaurant just the right dressed. Her thoughts went to what Piper had done it would have been easier growing up with powers instead of only getting them a few weeks ago and not knowing how to handle it. Family needed to teach them for most of them were lost on what to do now.
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Post by Matthew Graham on Dec 26, 2007 15:11:28 GMT -5
Matthew looked at Phoenix when she spoke and he nodded a little bit. "Alright. How about I meet you inside in a little bit. Cause we havent spoken in ages." He spoke smiling slightly as he watched her go inside. He looked back at Prudence seeing her smile at him and he smiled some back. He watched her smile fade when he started to talk and he sighed some. For it wasnt a happy subject and he knew that. But nobody else he felt understood like Prue did. His mother would freak out and put him in some kind of barrier while she went searching for the demon. And everybody else would want to play hero and save him. He thought it all was getting slightly rediculous how he didnt trust anybody but one person in his family. But hell he didnt even know himself anymore.
Matthew listened to what she said and he sighed and shrugged. "I dont know... But its scaring me. I barely have control of myself ever...." He spoke and looked around and leaned closer to Prudence so he could talk quieter in case people were listening. "I attacked Maida the other day... Well almost did... I could have really hurt her possibly killed her... I fought it all to hell though and thats why my hands are so messed up." He spoke looking down at his bandaged hands but they were bleeding through the new gauze.
Matthew sighed. "Great they are bleeding again... Do you think its weird that I am slowly losing the ability to feel pain?... Or feel anything for that matter." He spoke pressing his finger on the blood stain on the gauze. "I got into a fight today. Dont really remember it but I did. The guy pushed me and I fell into the locker and I just snapped. Next thing I knew the guy was laying on the floor bleeding all over the place..." He spoke shaking his head. "I dont know whats wrong with me." He spoke putting his head in his hands.
"Its like whoever this is is rewireing me and the way I think... I dont like to fight and you know that... And I cant control it anymore... Whenever I try to I pass out completely... I dont want history to repeat itself... My mom hasnt been the same sinse I....... you know.." He spoke looking at the door of the restaurant. He spoke of the first time he lost control of his temper and he attacked his mother. He did a lot of damage but that was a long time ago and he was stronger now. Which scared him to no end. "In a way, I want to give into it... Its stronger than I am so what is the use fighting you know? But it doesnt feel like the right thing to do. With my mom and everybody telling me whats right and whats not its just... Very confusing." [/blockquote]
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Post by Prudence Halliwell on Dec 26, 2007 22:23:14 GMT -5
Prudence looked over at Phoenix as Matthew talked to her. There was a time once when Prudence and Phoenix were pretty close. In fact one who summer they were almost inseparable. What had happened to them Prudence doesn’t know for sure. It just kind of ended. Now it was worse. Prudence had been noticing lately that everyone she had known is starting to get on her nerves. She almost wanted to shock her father the other night but she talked herself down. She was so angry at him for what he was doing. She just wanted to make him see her again. See that she is just as important as her mother was. Why he was treating her so crappy was beyond her. She had been waiting on him hand and foot. Cleaning up after him and not even a single thank you. The rest of her family was blind to this. All except Matthew which is why she trusted him more then the others. The rest just see the man that he used to be. The great Chris. Yeah right. More like sad and pathetic.
"I dont know... But its scaring me. I barely have control of myself ever...."
Prudence knew how that was. Sometimes she felt like she had no control. Like when she wanted to shock her father. She literally had to talk herself down from it. She was so close to doing it, she could almost picture how it was going to feel. All the energy coursing through her veins. It was a feeling that at one point in her life would have terrified her, but now she just wanted to feel it more and more. After stopping and not shocking her dad she went out back and completely destroyed this oak tree that has been there since before they moved in. One that had all there names, hers, her mothers, and her fathers carved into it. It was there tree and she killed it.
"I attacked Maida the other day... Well almost did... I could have really hurt her possibly killed her... I fought it all to hell though and thats why my hands are so messed up."
You did what?
Prudence asked not really caring that she said it out loud. However she did not sound shocked or concerned. More interest in how it happened and in want to know how it went down. Though he said almost did which sadly was disappointing. She shook her head at this. What had gotten into her? Why was she interested in all the bad things there magic could do instead of all the good? Magic was fun, it was given to her to use, not to bottle up. She thought demons would be a good relief, but she ended up not being able to kill demons. More rather talking to them, or coming up with a I don’t kill you, you don’t kill me kind of plan. Why she was doing stuff like this for demons was beyond her.
"Great they are bleeding again... Do you think its weird that I am slowly losing the ability to feel pain?... Or feel anything for that matter. I got into a fight today. Dont really remember it but I did. The guy pushed me and I fell into the locker and I just snapped. Next thing I knew the guy was laying on the floor bleeding all over the place… I dont know whats wrong with me."
I don’t know. I don’t feel much anymore, but I think it is the electricity coursing through me, my body always feels kind of numb. You really did a number on him huh? You should be careful, you could really do some damage to someone.
She said this however with a tone that said maybe he should, instead of a tone of worry or concern that he could possibly end up hurting someone.
"Its like whoever this is is rewireing me and the way I think... I dont like to fight and you know that... And I cant control it anymore... Whenever I try to I pass out completely... I dont want history to repeat itself... My mom hasnt been the same sinse I....... you know.. In a way, I want to give into it... Its stronger than I am so what is the use fighting you know? But it doesnt feel like the right thing to do. With my mom and everybody telling me whats right and whats not its just... Very confusing."
Don’t fight it then. My grandfather always says Everyone has a destiny, and there destiny will always find its way. Maybe this is yours and you are not meant to fight it.
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Post by Matthew Graham on Dec 26, 2007 23:12:32 GMT -5
Matthew listened to her ask what he did and he blinked and shrugged. "Well im not really sure how it happened. I got into another fight and was fighting it and I ran to the grandparents house. For I wanted to look in the Book Of Shadows to supress it for a while. I got there and she was there. I told her to look for the spell but it started to take over again and I picked up the bar and charged her... But I came to my senses... erm.. I think and dropped it. Then I started tearing at the wall with my bare hands. She gave me the spell I said it and we talked. Her trying to pry and help me but I dont want it. And then HE came." He spoke saying the last part venomously and he clenched his fists again pursing his lips together.
Ugh the anger he got just thinking about him. It made him want to be sick. Skylar. "Mr. Hero appeared. He healed me with his 'Almighty Whitelighter Powers' though I didnt want it. He started to taunt me and said a spell to intrude my mind. Seems like everyone wants to do that these days. And so I attacked him and the freak made an illusion making me believe I murdered him with an Athamae." He spoke coldly and his eyes grew a slight maroon as he talked about it. But he wasnt having anger impulses on Prudence which was a good thing he supposed. But right now he wanted to hunt Skylar down like a dog and take care of him.
"Dammit I am doing it again." He spoke putting his hands to his head and shaking it. "Anyways..." He spoke opening his eyes again and they were back to their normal brown. "I ran away in fear to the park and thought about it. I wasnt sad that he died. Or well that I thought he was dead. In fact it made me feel........ better." He spoke unsure in a way. "So then retard face made a copy of himself and sent it to me. I got angry obviously and stabbed it. And I kind of let everything go. Once the clone was out of the way I saw the mortals running around in fear.... And I wanted to kill them...... then Maida appeared and talked me out of it." He spoke almost grudgingly.
Matthew listened to what she said and he blinked and smiled somewhat. "Good... You know its kind of weird... Even though I already knew I could trust you... The voice tells me that both of us are alone and all I can trust is it and you..... Funny how that turns out I think." He spoke shrugging. "In a way the unable to feel is pretty soothing and relaxing dont you agree?..... To be carefree all the time..... I kind of wish it would stay that way." He spoke and shrugged.
Matthew listened to what she said and he thought about it for a couple minutes. "Yeah but... This also comes from a guy who used to be an Elder.... Lately im thinking we are being lied to.... I havent felt this much in a plastic bubble sinse my mom did it before I started going to school." He spoke sighing. "That does sound like it makes sense though..... But what if I lose myself in the process?.... Like it takes over and theres no such thing as Matt anymore?" He spoke looking at her. "It doesnt like me when I have control. But if I let it take over what will happen to me?" He asked wondering out loud. [/blockquote]
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Post by Prudence Halliwell on Dec 26, 2007 23:35:58 GMT -5
"Well im not really sure how it happened. I got into another fight and was fighting it and I ran to the grandparents house. For I wanted to look in the Book Of Shadows to supress it for a while. I got there and she was there. I told her to look for the spell but it started to take over again and I picked up the bar and charged her... But I came to my senses... erm.. I think and dropped it. Then I started tearing at the wall with my bare hands. She gave me the spell I said it and we talked. Her trying to pry and help me but I dont want it. And then HE came."
Prudence looked at him intently when he told the story. Wondering how Maide had felts about all of this. She must have been terrified. Most people knew about Matthew’s fights, and more people were very intent that they were not a part of any of them. Mainly because no one really wanted to get hurt. She was not scared of Matthew herself but even she knew there was a potential risk of her being severely hurt should she try anything against him. So it was just for the mere fact that she was not in the mood to be hurt that she did not mess with him most the time. That and he was her best friend. Sometimes she felt like he was all that she had in this world and she did not want to lose him. She tried her hardest to make sure that she did not push him away and so far she had been successful. She actually felt right now that it would be next to impossible for him to stop caring about her. They had this unspoken bond that was so strong that at times it made her nervous. Why this is she was not sure. Maybe because she truly was scared that something was going to happen to him. All in the last three months, she had lost her mother, gained a power she had absolutely no control over and basically lost her father. There was beginning to be nothing left for her to hold onto and at times it felt like she was losing her grip on the world. Falling further and further away, and it was getting harder for her to just turn around and come back. It was just onward the way she was going.
"Mr. Hero appeared. He healed me with his 'Almighty Whitelighter Powers' though I didn’t want it. He started to taunt me and said a spell to intrude my mind. Seems like everyone wants to do that these days. And so I attacked him and the freak made an illusion making me believe I murdered him with an Athamae."
Yeah I can understand that. They are always trying to push, How are you doing Prudence, let us help Prudence, we are your family, you should trust us to help you. They are all like a frickin hole in the head. I swear Shane was talking to me about letting go. That my mothers death will mean something in the end. Yet he still mops around about Tabitha. Like what gives him the right to hold on to her but I can’t hold onto my mother. What makes him so much more better then me. I just want to wring his frickin neck, the boy is lucky he never hangs around me for long or I would attack his sorry ass.
Prudence felt herself grow a bit angry. She hated however everyone else could do things but the minute she does it herself something is wrong with her. Like it is not ok for her to grieve but everyone else gets all the time in the world. Like with her father. People keep saying the he is just mourning his wife. Oh like she is not mourning a mother. Cause losing your wife and losing your mother are two million planets away from even being remotely close to each other. She does not see where they get off treating her like that. Then they want to help her. She would not be this angry, this pissed off if they would have given her the chance that they gave everyone else. They hated her she knew it. Cause she did not want the precious Halliwell magic that was given to her. She felt it a burden and something more along the lines of a curse. Hate her all they want though, she doesn’t care. They can have there Halliwell magic and she hopes it destroys them all like it almost did once before. Except this time her Grandmother will not be there to stop them.
"Dammit I am doing it again. Anyways, I ran away in fear to the park and thought about it. I wasn’t sad that he died. Or well that I thought he was dead. In fact it made me feel........ better. So then retard face made a copy of himself and sent it to me. I got angry obviously and stabbed it. And I kind of let everything go. Once the clone was out of the way I saw the mortals running around in fear.... And I wanted to kill them...... then Maida appeared and talked me out of it."
I would have killed them. Then again, I would have probably tried to kill Skylar for the little trick he played. They don’t get it. I have not spoken much with Skylar, mainly because everyone seems to avoid me lately. Like I am some sort of disease and none of them want to get sick. Nothing is wrong with me, but they keep digging, trying to find every flaw and they are bringing them out. I hope they hit that spot that sets me off cause they all deserve to see what happens when you treat someone like shit.
"Good... You know its kind of weird... Even though I already knew I could trust you... The voice tells me that both of us are alone and all I can trust is it and you..... Funny how that turns out I think. In a way the unable to feel is pretty soothing and relaxing dont you agree?..... To be carefree all the time..... I kind of wish it would stay that way."
Sometimes I don’t like not feeling, mainly because it is numbing and a lot of things need to be felt, though it does help a lot. However I am sure once I get used to the numbing feeling, I will be glad I can’t feel anything. I shocked myself the other day to see what would happen, it was pretty cool. It was like my body grabbed back onto it and fed off of it. Made me more numb but it was a rush. Maybe numb is the best feeling to have after all.
"Yeah but... This also comes from a guy who used to be an Elder.... Lately im thinking we are being lied to.... I havent felt this much in a plastic bubble sense my mom did it before I started going to school. That does sound like it makes sense though..... But what if I lose myself in the process?.... Like it takes over and theres no such thing as Matt anymore? It doesnt like me when I have control. But if I let it take over what will happen to me?"
Maybe it doesn’t like when you have control because when you are in control you try and fight it. Try being in control but letting it guide you. If you don’t fight it, it might not fight you back. You can be surprised what can happen when you just go with the flow of things.
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Post by Matthew Graham on Dec 27, 2007 0:11:15 GMT -5
Matthew listened to what she said and he nodded. "God I know. Its maddening. I think I would rather have the voice for the rest of my life then to hear that again. Why do they want to help so much. Im not a freaking child anymore. Yet they act like im a four year old that doesnt know better. I damn well know better. I can take care of myself. I know its because I dont have a handle on my powers. My power is to travel through time but I dont have 'Telekinesis' or 'Molecular Combustion'. It makes me sick how they think they are better." He spoke glaring at the wall. He liked his power he just didnt like his inability to control that as well.
Matthew shook his head. "All three of them are rediculous. I hate them all. They dont know how to leave you alone. They with their charmed gifts. What makes them so goddam special? Why did they get blessed by the ancestors when they were born when all we are is cursed. It makes me so pissed. Its sickening." He spoke angrily and his eyes started marooning again.
Matthew listened to what she said and he shook his head. "I nearly did but thats when I used to fight it. Never again. Why fight something I can use. Screw personal gain." He spoke smirking evily. "Hmmm I feel different.... A very good different....." He spoke and he looked at his hand. He concentrated on it and in the palm of his hand something fiery appeared. It looked like a ball swallowed by flames. He let a big smirk on his face as he held the ball. "This feels...... Like nothing ive felt before....." He spoke somewhat demonically. "Try it.... Come on try it...." He spoke looking at her with a smirk. His eyes turning a solid cold black. "Let everything go try it." He spoke and looked back at the ball of fire in his hand and he looked over to a empty car.
Matthew smirked and got up looking at the car. He pulled the fireball back and threw it at the car. It exploded with flames flying in the air and landing on its back surrounded in flames. He cackled in laughter. That sounded demonic and evil. "I like this..." He spoke in a demonic voice as he made another flame ball appear. People were running around like mad. "Dance for me." He spoke throwing flame balls at peoples feet nearly getting them. He turned around looking at Prudence with the smirk on his face. "You were right..... No more fighting...... This is unreal...." He spoke with a smirk and he turned back to the road and put his hands out then threw them up in the air as two cars on opposite sides of them burst into flames. He laughed more maniaclly and looked up with a smirk. "BOW DOWN TO THE NEW SOURCES!!!!!" He yelled demonically as he continued to laugh. [/blockquote]
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Post by Prudence Halliwell on Dec 27, 2007 0:36:13 GMT -5
"God I know. Its maddening. I think I would rather have the voice for the rest of my life then to hear that again. Why do they want to help so much. Im not a freaking child anymore. Yet they act like im a four year old that doesnt know better. I damn well know better. I can take care of myself. I know its because I dont have a handle on my powers. My power is to travel through time but I dont have 'Telekinesis' or 'Molecular Combustion'. It makes me sick how they think they are better.”
Prudence understood. She wished she could travel back in time, though if she could she would more then likely destroy this future. She knew that when traveling back in time you were not supposed to change the order of things. For it could destroy even you in the future. She knew she would not be able to stop herself. There were so many things she could do. Go back and stop her mother from leaving in the first place. She can’t die if she doesn’t leave. Though the powers she received were not that bad, though she wished she had a better control over them. She knew that what she was given was dangerous. So maybe, just maybe that was there purpose. Maybe they were meant to be harmful. If that be the case she sure as hell was not going to disappoint the person who chose this for her. She was going to show them just what she could do.
I can see that. My powers are not just free range. There has to be something to work with, plus I can’t control them, which they all seem to know. Just because most of them have a hold on there powers means I am a bad person because I can’t keep mine to myself. They keep telling me that someone is going to get hurt, but one could only wish something so great.
"All three of them are rediculous. I hate them all. They dont know how to leave you alone. They with their charmed gifts. What makes them so goddam special? Why did they get blessed by the ancestors when they were born when all we are is cursed. It makes me so pissed. Its sickening."
That is what makes me angry the most. They didn’t even tell anyone what they were doing. What made them believe it was them. Maybe it just chose them because they were the three there. Someone else could have gotten the power but they were selfish and didn’t tell anyone. They wanted it all to themselves.
Prudence knew that the power chose who it possess not the other way around but she was still angry. But she knew that she would become something great. Something that they would be scared of. She could not wait until the day they look at her and wonder whether or not they are going to survive. She could almost picture it in her mind. It gave her goosebumps all over with how excited the thought made her. For a minute the world almost turned a dark shade of black and she smiled into it. Her eyes glazing over black, until there was no color left.
"I nearly did but thats when I used to fight it. Never again. Why fight something I can use. Screw personal gain. Hmmm I feel different.... A very good different…. This feels...... Like nothing ive felt before..... Try it.... Come on try it.... Let everything go try it."
Prudence put out her hand trying to create a ball of fire but it was not what she got. However a ball of pure raw electricity appeared in her hand. She quickly let it go however. She felt the power coursing through her. She had been feeling it for a long time now and she believed that she was ready to let it take control. Why she had not done it before she did not know. Maybe she needed Matthew, maybe this was there destiny and in order to complete it or at least get it started they needed to be together, on the same page.
"I like this, Dance for me. You were right..... No more fighting...... This is unreal…BOW DOWN TO THE NEW SOURCES!!!!”
Matthew, come with me.
Prudence knew that as much fun as Matthew was having they needed to leave now. First off they were in front of the family restaurant. They needed to not be found out by there family just yet. First they needed a plan. They could have fun with their powers of course, but they needed to be careful right now. Prudence grabbed his hand. She was just going to lead him away but she felt the urge to do something else. Before long they both burst into bolts of energy and disappeared into the earth. Reappearing in a dark alley way.
Now that was awesome.
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Post by Matthew Graham on Dec 27, 2007 1:24:50 GMT -5
Matthew watched her form the electric currents and he laughed maniaclly starting to make more fireballs of his own. He threw them at trees and more people having fun with it. Oh the possibilities he could have with these powers. The voice was right. He did have more potential then anyone, even himself, realized. He never realized how fun this could really be.
Matthew listened to what she said and he stopped and blinked. "Where? We cant exactly go home. Where would we go to?" He asked demonically. He felt her grab his hand and start dragging him away. "Wait I want to leave mommy dearest a little present... Tis the season." He spoke with a smirk and he set a rock on fire and raised his hand making it go far in the air and threw it towards the restaurant making it act as a meteor. He knew she could get the fire out before it did too much damage.... He was just having fun.
Matthew felt them get surrounded by electiricity and watched them appear somewhere else. He listened to her and he laughed a little bit. "This is all awesome..." He spoke looking at a garbage can and he smirked and started to get a little fancy. He made fireballs hit the trash can in all different ways. Throwing one over his shoulder, under his leg. And last but not least he made 2 fireballs, one in each hand and pushed them together making a bigger fireball. He threw it at the trashcan and it shot up in the air landing god knows where.
"This is extroardinary..... We need to seize the underworld with this...... I think we could seize the entire world with this. Think of the possibilities... All we have to do is destroy 'the charmed ones' and everyone else with them." He spoke smirking devilishly.
Matthew was obviously excited about all of this. He honestly couldnt wait till the underworld and every demon, wizard, darklighter, etc was on their side..... To do something that would change the world forever. It was like everything he has ever wanted was coming true. Did he want to be like a modern magic hitler? No. But he liked power.... And to make people that he hated pay..... Was ultimate for him. All with no worry about personal gain. [/blockquote]
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