Post by Kayla Lindley on Jan 3, 2008 5:42:34 GMT -5
Kayla Rose Lindley
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Fences: By Paramore
I'm sitting in a room,
Made up of only big white walls and in the hall
There are people looking through
The window in the door
they know exactly what we're here for.
Don't look up
Just let them think
There's no place else
You'd rather be.
You're always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from,
Don't you know by now,
You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have.
And it's obvious that you're dying, dying.
Just living proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh open wide, 'cause this is your night.
So smile, 'cause you'll go out in style.
You'll go out in style.
If you let me I could,
I'd show you how to build your fences,
Set restrictions, separate from the world.
The constant battle that you hate to fight,
Just blame the limelight.
Don't look up
Just let them think
There's no place else
You'd rather be.
And now you can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have.
And it's obvious that you're dying, dying.
Just living proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh open wide, 'cause this is your night.
So smile.
Yeah, yeah you're asking for it
With every breath that you breathe in
Just breathe it in.
Yeah, yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk it.
I said let's see you walk it.
Yeah, yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk it.
I said let's see you walk it.
And it's obvious that you're dying, dying.
Just living proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh open wide, yeah oh oh open wide.
Yeah, oh oh open wide,
'Cause you'll go out in style.
You'll go out in style.
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Fences: By Paramore
I'm sitting in a room,
Made up of only big white walls and in the hall
There are people looking through
The window in the door
they know exactly what we're here for.
Don't look up
Just let them think
There's no place else
You'd rather be.
You're always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from,
Don't you know by now,
You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have.
And it's obvious that you're dying, dying.
Just living proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh open wide, 'cause this is your night.
So smile, 'cause you'll go out in style.
You'll go out in style.
If you let me I could,
I'd show you how to build your fences,
Set restrictions, separate from the world.
The constant battle that you hate to fight,
Just blame the limelight.
Don't look up
Just let them think
There's no place else
You'd rather be.
And now you can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have.
And it's obvious that you're dying, dying.
Just living proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh open wide, 'cause this is your night.
So smile.
Yeah, yeah you're asking for it
With every breath that you breathe in
Just breathe it in.
Yeah, yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk it.
I said let's see you walk it.
Yeah, yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk it.
I said let's see you walk it.
And it's obvious that you're dying, dying.
Just living proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh open wide, yeah oh oh open wide.
Yeah, oh oh open wide,
'Cause you'll go out in style.
You'll go out in style.
{ A Witch is born
Name: Kayla Lindley
Nickname:Kay, Kay Kay,
Age:16
Gender:Female
Sexuality:Straight
Good or Evil:Good but curious
Race: Witch
Canon or original:Canon
Face Claim:Hayley Williams
{ Who you are
Hair:Firey Red Hair
Eyes: Bright Blue Eyes
Skin: Fair Skin
Height: 5'6
Weight: 120 lbs
Scars: Some scars on her body from spells gone ary
Birthmarks: She has a birthmark in the shape of a moon on her hip
Piercings: none
Tattoos: some but they are hidden
Other:Just going to be a character description
She has Auburn hair she doesn't really like the straight hair. She likes to make it nice and choppy. She also doesn't really like to have it to long therefore she has it like shoulder length. Not to long that she has to worry about knots but long enought that she can still throw it up into a messy bun if she ever gets the want to get it out of her face. She has also dyed it many times as stated before. Its been Black with a Blonde streak down the side of her face and she had that for a while but she decided to go with a change and put in a blonde and kind of black tiger look once. She also has put in pink and other colors into it as well. She knows that her Parents hate it when she changes her hair color. That is one of the big reasons why she does it in the first place. She loves to do anything that will piss off her parents and nothing pisses them off more when she changes her hairstyle and color.
She has Blue eyes that she loves so very much. But sometimes she doesn't have a choice but to wear contacts in her eyes. She needs to hide her brown eyes so that enemies down't figure out who she is. She loves that her eyes seem to change due to what mood she is in. When she is happy they are a bright sparkling blue color, when she is said they are a Grayish color and when she is angry they are a Dark Blue color. She doesn't really usually wear make up. At least not to much where it looks like she had painted on her face. She does wear some eyeliner, and lip gloss but that is pretty much it. She has the Left side of her bottom lip pierced and she wants to get more pierced.
She usually wears Skaterish style clothing. She might be an Italian doesn't mean that she has to dress like one. All up do and fancy. She never really liked to dress fancy. The only time that she would have to would be when her Father would order her to for events or speical occasions. She usually is in a t-shirt and jeans. She somtimes wears dresses but not to often. She does model in dresses though. She does sometimes like to wear designer wear to make herself feel pretty but not to much. She Lovessssss Crazy Socks. Weird I know but she lives for any kind of crazy socks be it monkey, turtles, Hearts, Flames or any other crazy socks she can find. She loves to wear socks around to show people just how crazy she is.
{ Who you have become
Likes:
+Family+
+Friends+
+Boys+
+Partying+
+Love+
+Getting in trouble+
+Anything that has to do with Fire+
+Writing+
+Music+
+Bands+
+Concerts+
+Indie Bands+
+Punk Rock Bands+
+Warped Tour+
+Singing+
+Her Job+
+Her Guitar+
+Her Cats+
+Rain+
+Dancing in the Rain+
+Kissing in the Rain+
+Her Favorite Socks+
+Her Etnies+
+Her Battered Messenger bag+
+Her Art Work+
+Her Clothing Designs+
+Her T-shirts+
Dislikes:
-Fake people-
-People who treat her bad-
-People who try to walk all over her-
-People who like what is popular just because everyone else is-
-People who cheat to win-
-People who lie to get ahead-
-People who hurt others just for fun-
-Preps-
-Jocks-
-People who label her-
-People who try and put her down-
-Teachers who yell-
-Authority of Any Kind-
-Rap Music-
-Pop Music-
Goals:
Her goal in life is to do something with it
She wants to either be in the Music Indusrty
or she wants to be happily married with kids and a sucessful career in something
Fears:
She is afraid of living a life she doesn't want
She is afraid of not being a good person
She is afraid of getting turned down from her dream
She is afraid of being a nobody and alone for the rest of her life.
Personality:She is a good person and has alway been a good person. She doesn't like being told what to do though and that sometimes can get her into a lot of trouble for it. She doesn't like it when someone tries to tell her what she does right or wrong. She doesn't listen to people who are rude to her and she doesn't take heed to anything that they have to say. She does tend to trust people a lot and then a lot of the time they turn around and stab her in the back. She doesn't really listen to authority to well because they have a way of really pissing her off.
She is really good at her job and what she does. She has been playing the guitar since she was about 9 years old. Her Father decided to he wanted her to learn something. So he put her into a guitar school. She loved the guitar and she was good at it. She knew that her Mother wanted her to be a track runner so she decided to do both. She is a track runner at the school and she loves it. She loves pretty much everything to do with Track and running. She loves the way that her position spot lets her get away with a lot of things. She does tend to take that power a little to far but then she realizes what she is doing and pulls back and apologizes. She is not like a typical Track star. She wasn't mean and crude like all the other Track runners that came before her in that school. She was different from that. That was something she strived to do.
She is pretty good at school. She isn't like completely straight A's all the time but she does do good. She is like a B+ Student. That was something she wasn't allowed to slack on was grades. If she didn't keep up with her grades her parents would ground her from Track and from the Guitar and those were two things that she had to have. She had to have her Track and if she lost her Guitar Privleges she swore she would probably go completely insane. She couldn't let down her team like that and she couldn't let herself lose the guitar. It was like the Guitar was the only thing keep her sane. It was like the only thing she could rely on was her Guitar.
Being On the Track Team she didn't have many friends or at least many people that she could consider her friends. They were alway stuck and snobby. She knew that the only reason they would even talk to her would be because she was on Track. They would try and use her to get what they wanted. She knew that most of them used her to get what they wanted but it was attention and sometimes Kayla can't help but be the center of attention. She knew that it was bad to want to be the center but sometimes she couldn't help it. It was addicting and once you had the center of attention it was hard to go back to being not noticed at all. It was very hard to give it up.
She is a hot tempered Female. She doesn't like being told what to do and she will do anything to get what she wants. She tends to get into fights with people from what they would say about her or someone that she cares about. She can't help but be defensives over her family. Her Father is a very talented Witch that has taught her well. Not only is a a good fighter but she is strong to. She is fast as well which is one of the good reasons for joining the track team. She isn't as strong as her Father or mother but she is close to there sature. She doesn't like how her parents get all the praise she knows that they do something very important a lot of the time. She loves to play with fire. She knows that its not the smartest thing in the world but loves to play with it.
{ How you came to be
Parents:Chad Lindley and Diana Clay
Siblings:
--- Lindley (21 x Female)
--- Lindley (19 x Male)
Other:nope
Pets: Gray Tabby cat- Rascals
Siamese cat- Misty
History:Kayla has had a interesting History. She was born on June 20th and was said to be a person blessed with hate. She grew up with her Older Brother alway there and alway protecting her. She would sometimes go insane at how close he would watch her to make sure she was okay. She was a kind of fragile person as a child. She was constantly getting sick and would catch pretty much anything that would be going around. She spent a lot of her childhood in the hospital because she would get some kind fo cold and she wouldn't be able to fight it and she would have to be rushed to the hospital again. She hated that part of it. She hated going to the hospital. It was alway the same place and she would alway be placed in the same room as before and she would have to stay there for weeks on end. She didn't know what was going on most of the time just that she was sick and that the doctors needed to find out what was wrong with her.
When got into her Early Teen years the dieases effected her less and less and she was able to do what she wanted and she was allowed to go outside again. She would hang out with some friends from time to time but most of the time she would be alone and she would have to do everything alone. Most of the kids in that time would call her freak because she would alway get sick and they would tease her about it. She hated having to go to school because the students there were horrible and mean. Many times she would go home from school with tears dripping down her face because someone had made fun of her again. She knew that if they had any idea what it was like being her they wouldn't make fun of her. But this was middle school and most of the kids in middle school were vicious and mean. She hated Middle school and she couldn't wait till she could get out of there and go to the High School. She made a pact with herself that when she got to High School she was going to change everything around. She was going to do something to make her life and everything in her life better.
Finally High School came and she was finally going to make something out of herself. She was going to show the people that have alway been making fun of her that she was the wrong person to mess with. She became very healthy. She would work out almost every day to make sure that she stayed in good shape and she would eat food that was good for her and would build up her immunse system. She didn't want to go back to being in the hospital every time she turned around. That wasn't something she was going back to she wasn't going to let it happen. She got to know some of the people on the Track team and she tried out for the team and she got in. She was one of the only people that would make it into the Track Team in their freshman year. Usually it takes a year or two to get onto the squad. But they had said they had seen something in Kayla that they really liked and she was on the squad.
She became a Track Runner and then things turned around for her. She became popular. Not as popular as ever but at least people weren't making fun of her anymore. She loved Track, it was something to take her away form the cruel world that she lived in. She also began to learn to play the guitar and that became her second love apart from Track. She didn't tell her other Fellow Runners that she played the guitar because she didn't want to hear what they would say about her. She didn't want to know what they would say. She was afraid that they would hate the idea and throw her off the team so she kept the Guitaring to herself. She didn't tell anyone not even her best friend. She would keep that to herself and not let anyone know about that part of her. She was becoming more and more popular as time went by and she as gaing popularity in not only her fellow peers but with her fellow Track runners.
So she could run fast and she could play guitar. She also could sing but she would only sing for herself because she is afraid for someone to hear her voice. She is sure someone is going to tell her that she is a horrible singer. She knows that she can sing good but she is sure that someone else is going to tell her she is horrible. She doesn't wnat that. Because that is her big dream in life. To sing live for millions of people and to play crowd shows were people know her music. She knows that its a long shot but that is her dream. She knows that being a witch is hard in this but she was going to her butt off to get it. She isn't sure if she si going to stay good but she is trying. She isn't sure how much she should try though.
{ Behind the Magic
Name: Jenna
Age:22
Gender: Female
Experience: Five to Six Year
Ways to contact you: Pm
How you found us: My Friend Whitney aka Wheaty told me about the site
the admin loves: big rock candy mountain
Character Title: The Firey One
Rp Sample:
She nodded her head. So he agreed with her that dancing alone was so much fun. She loved to dance alone and yes she did use to be a Balerina. She use to dance for fun with a group. She was so graceful and being a Werewolf didn't hurt that gracefulness either. She was alway a graceful girl. She was alway a silent girl as well. She couldn't count how many times she had been able to sneak out of her house in the middle of the night without her parents knowing. Not like they cared anyways but she still could do it. She loved sneaking. She had been good at sneaking up behind her friends when she would want to scare them but again she didn't have many friends so she didn't get to do that to often either. The only few friends she had before stabbed her and hurt her one way or another so she would completely forget about those people and continue on with he life. Most of those people were Human's anyway. She alway had a tendency to make friends with Humans which isn't the smartest idea ever. It would take a lot to kill her. She wasn't as fragile as a human was. Most of the reason she was sick growing up was because she was having a hard time ever full moon and every time she would get upset over her parents. They never put to and to together.
She looked at him and couldn't help it. She burst out laughing. She was holding her stomach and double over laughing. "That is so cute I would kill to see that." She said smiling at him. "Especially to se you those boxers." She said licking her lips some. That would be so cute to watch. She would especially love the fact that he would be in only his boxers. She couldn't help but check him out and see that he had a very nice chest on him. He was very cute and definitely a hottie. She knew that she was getting ahead of herself but he was extremely cute. She looked down blushing hoping that he hadn't caught her checking him out. For all she knew he had a very mean very vengeful girlfriend that would probably ripe her apart if she found out that Kaylee was flirting with her man. She knew that she would be like that. She would want to maul any person that would have the audicity to flirt with her man. But of course she didn't have a man. She never let anyone close enough to have a man but this one was really cute she wouldn't mind let him get close to her. She smiled at him again very cautiously checking him out some more. "I would have to say that I have danced around in my pink hello kitty panties before." She said blushing from the memory.
She watched him when he took his hand back it was like something had bit him or something. She was feeling weird but it wasn't a bad weird. It felt like someone had shocked her when he touched her hand. She watched him and his cheek heat up some and she wondered why he was getting embarrassed for. He had let go of her hand really fast. She wondered if she had something on her hand. She looked at him and at the same time that he had looked away she looked down at her hand and rubbed it in case she had something on it. She didn't feel anything. Oh well that was weird but okay. She watched him wondering what was going on and why he was reacting that way. She then thought about the whole him being a Vampire and she gulped some. She didn't want him to be Vampire. She knew that Vampire's and Werewolves didn't usually get along and her Family would never accept her hanging out with a Vampire. She sighed and then watched him careful just in case he was a Vampire. She then felt something in her stomach drop when he took a few steps away from her. Maybe he was a Vampire and he didn't want to get close to her because she was a Werewolf. She felt a stab of pain from that in her stomach. She sighed some and looked at him.
She watched him as he carefully came over and sat down to her. She sighed again as he sat far enough away from her that he wasn't touching her at all. She had liked that feeling that had come over her when they had touched that first time and she kind of hoped that she could get that feeling again but she wasn't going to push it. She looked at him as he sat there. He was sitting there pretty interestingly. She was sitting on the couch with her legs curled underneath her. She had her body turned towards him so she was facing him. She let her hands fall neatly in her lap and looked down at them. She was embarrassed that he had known about her because of her being a bossy cheerleader. She wasn't usually like that. That wasn't the person she usually was. She just wasn't willing to let anyone anyone in. Althought this guy right here was making it very, very hard for her to keep to that plan. He was making it extremely hard for her to stick to that plan. She watched him as he placed his hand on the back of the couch and she wanted so bad to reach out and touch is hand. She wanted so bad to get that feeling back. She knew that she was risking a lot to think that but she didn't care anymore. She hadn't felt anything like that before and she had liked it.
She looked down when he said that and sighed. She knew the was right, she had been throwing that around in her head for some time now. She knew that pushing everyone away wasn't alway the best thing. There was a chance that some of the people that she had been mean to had actually been really nice. She knew that there was a chance that not everyone that wanted to get close to her was going to her but she didn't want to take that chance most of the time. She didn't want to let someone in and have them turn around and hurt her again. She looked up at him. "I know and I think about that every time I push someone away. Sometimes they do come back but most of the time they don't. The ones that do come back I sometimes give them a chance. But I have alway been a closed off person. I just have a hard time letting people in and having them hurt me." She said looking down again. She couldn't look at his perfect face. She couldn't she would spill everything that had ever happened to her and she didn't want his pity. She didn't want him to feel sorry about her. She didn't want to get a look from him that was pity or something close to it. She sighed again and then looked up having to face this moment.
She heard him ask what she knew what he was going to ask. She had been dreading it the second this topic had come up. She knew he was going to ask why she would think people would hurt her. She hated talking to people about her feelings but she felt that she had to tell him. He had the right to know now that she had let that cat out of the bag. She wanted to smack herself over the head for bringing up this topic. But its her own fault, she had brought this on herself and she had no one else to blame but herself for this little topic. She took a deep breath and looked at him. "I have been hurt so many times in the past. I wasn't ever really the popular kind of person and so I would get picked on a lot. Some of the girls when I was Junior thought that it would be a good idea to befriend me and make me think I was there friend I trusted them and believe that they would never lie to me and they turned around and stabbed me in the back. I had thought that I was finally liked and finally wanted. They would invite me places and I would go to sleepovers and things. They would ask me questions and without hesitation I would answer. Little did I know they were gathering that information and then spread rumors about me. Most of them weren't even true but they still hurt. They hurt me big and so I find it hard to let anyone get close to me for fear that they would be pretending and ready to hurt me again." She said.
She didn't even realize it but there were tears falling down her cheeks. She hated reliving that memory but she had to, to tell him. She had to let it out. She knew that harboring those feelings inside of her like that was not a good thing. She knew that it would only cause problems in the future but she didn't really feel that she had any real friends that would actually listen to what she had to say and actually care. She smiled at him and looked down blushing because of her crying. She hated crying in front of other people especially people that she didn't know. Her Father had drilled into her that crying was a weakness and that weakness wasn't tolerated in his house. He would tell her that there wasn't one weak Werewolf out there and she wasn't going to make this family weak because of it. She sighed and looked at him she needed to know if he was a Vampire or not. This was going to drive her completely and totally insane if she didn't find out what he was. She looked over at him. "Okay this is going to sound completely weird and completely out of the blue but I need to know something." She took a deep breath. This was going to make or break something when she finds out the answer. She knew he wasn't Human becasue she knew what Human smelt like so he either had to be Vampire or Werewolf. "Are you a Werewolf or Vampire?" She asked him. She waited for his answer.